Terima kasih awak...

Dlu kta happy mcm dunia ini kta yg punya..Happy nye kta~Namun itu suma hnya smentara...Rupa2nya slama ni awk cuma brpura2 mnyayangi sy,awk kta sy kasar sgt,sy xpndai jga aty awk?Sy xmmahami awk?Mcm2 alasan awk ckp ttg sy..SAYA XFAHAM!knp skrg!!!!Awk tlah hncurkan aty sy pastu tuduh sy bkn2..!Hnya tuhan jer tau btapa sktnya aty sy wktu 2 kerana awk tlah mnjd isan yg lemah...
SENDIRI SY MENANGIS~:'(
Awk xprnh mnghargai prasaan sy,wktu yg tlah kta luang brsama...Sy ingin mlupakan suma kisah luka ini,namun ia bkn smudah yg sy sangkakan...Sy mngambil masa utk brdiri smula..Once it's broken so many times you start 2 lose peices so it's just best,if i keep it 2 myself 4 now on b4 i lose toO much i'm ready in toO deep...When you look inside the gurl heart,you see the struggle it takes 2 through all the crap in her life~You see all the lies,the bull shit and the time she wished she was dead but most of all you see how hard it was 2 let go of the asshole who acted like HE actuallu CARED!!!
Namun,,,Sy tidak mmusuhi awk sbb kerana awk sy tahu erti syg dan sakit...
Sy tahu bgaimana utk mnghadapi ksktan dan mrawatnya..TERIMA KASIH AWAK~

A moment like this....LOVE???

You know what's sad about love????
It when u happen 2 know that there just no hope 4 u being 2gether yet u still pray 2 make it work,it when u mind says let go but ur heart says hold on...And most of all,it's when no matter how u try 2 forget him/her u just can't..Bcoz of the fact that u still love him/her and u just don't know why...??Try loving some1 you've loved b4 and you'll realize that it will either lead 2 the same thing that happened b4 or something better..
No hard isn't it???
But why not try loving some1 who doesn't love u back...It's either u see urself giving up or dying daily...
If ur love and get hurt,love more~
If ur love more and get hurt more,love even more..
If ur love even more and get hurt even more,love some1 until it's hurt no more~
The gauge of how much u trul treasure something or some1 it not how happy u are with them But how sad u are when u lost them...
Sometimes,what driver one away is not the absence of emotion,but the overwhelming presence of it..
FALLING IN LOVE IS NEVER A DECISION,ALWAYS BE A CHANCE..
STAYING IN LOVE IS NEVER A CHANCE,ALWAYS BY A CHOICE...
AND FALLING OUT OF LOVE IS NEVER A CHOICE,ALWAYS A DECISION...
Attraction comes 2 us by chance,but true love that lasts is truly a choice..
Sometimes i choose 2 pretend i'm happy so i don't have 2 explain 2 people who would never even understand...Crying is always easier than explaining 2 all why i'm sad~In life,i have done every way of fighting,heard every painful truth.Been in every heartbreaking scene,and felt every dreadful feeling.."LOVE IS LIKE GIVING SOME1 A GUN,giving them point it at ur heart and trusting 2 never pull the strigger..

Mieylan:One of the reason???Part 2..

There are times when i wish that i was limited 2 certain emotions..so that i'll never have 2 experience pain,never feel betrayed or dissappointed and never get my fragile heart broken..
But the same thing mean that i'll never know how it feel 2 love and be love in return..The thought of it kind of scared me...To love a heart that's whole but numb or a heart that's broken but real..
Someday,u be looking back to those days we learned 2 love,get hurt,cry and fight..!
Maybe when that time comes,we'll be laughing at ur old dumb selves..Realizing how stupid we were 2 stand up 4 things we knew weren't really meant 4 us...But i guess learning takes time,and mistake make one's journey fun..
LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT!!Love makes the world go around..
So let's live,love,and take whatever pain it brings though it's hard 2 wait around 4 something that i know will never happen..It's harder 2 stop when i know it's everything i've always wanted..But u know what????
I'm didn't like n i'm not glad it happend......

Mieylan:One of the reason???Part 1..

art One of the reason why people get so sentimental???
It's bcoz,memories are the only things that don't change..When everything else does,,
There are things in life that u can't hold on forever,no matter how much u fight 4 it..Sometimes destiny isn't always goOd,it becomes playful.When u met some1 u learned 2 love,u thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross but what if making ur paths cross it just a part of the game that the playful destiny create??
Making you realize in the end that the person u thought that was destined 4 u wasn't really meant 2 stay..
But only destined 2 make u feel love and leave u when you've already fallen..It's not easy 2 state a reason when u decide 2 leave ur love,Some might think it's just an excuse but some might not actually believe....
Some will blame u,some might even be mad at u...What they don't see is the fact that??? It hurt u even more 2 hurt some1 who doesn't deserve 2 be hurt especially when u can't actually state the reason why you have 2 laeve????You can never own something that was never yours..So let's stop gripping on things we expect 2 last 4ever..Nothing last 4ever?4ever is a lie!!!Everything is transitory...
So while u have something in ur hand,put in mind that it's just borrowed...So that someday when it's gone,it's wont take u eternity just 2 let it go..When your feelings get strong 4 some1,it's always wise 2 stop 4 a while and give ur heart..A time 2 use ur mind 2 weigh the situation based on reason not an emotion bcoz the saddest things that can happen is when one fall in love while the other one nothing more than friendship..
Love can sometimes be magic,but magic can sometimes be an illusion..????

Miss My Old handphone!!:'(

My old Handphone!!!!!

:'(
Sony ericsson...

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Once upon a time,Hehe~Something happened 2 me.. It was the sweetest thing that could ever be..
It was the day that i met u,but now it's all gone~
"Meeting you was fate,
becoming ur friend was a choice,
falling in love with you was beyond my control.."
They say when you are missing some1,they probably feeling the same..The part that hurts me the most,,,,
There's this place in me where ur finger tips still rest,ur kisses still linger..
Sometimes i wish i am still a little kid again.Skinned knees are easier 2 fix from than broken hearts..
Ask me why i keep on loving u???There are things that i dont want 2 happen but i have 2 accept..
Things i don't want know but i have 2 learn and people i can't live without but have 2 let go~
^-^

Is it over??

Giving some1 all your love is never an assurance that they'll love u back..Some people are just not meant 2 be in ur life,no matter how much you want them 2 be..
You hug him gudbye like it's nothing,while all u want 2 do is hold on 4ever..
I used 2 smile when i told people that u were mine but now,i can't even smile n say ur name at the same time as much as i luv u but i have 2 say gudbye coz i know u would be happier if i let u go...hurm
I'm sorry if i made u cry,a'm sorry if tears fell from ur eyes but remember 4 every tear that fell from ur eyes,2 fell from mine..Missing u isn't the hardest part..knowing i once had u,is what breaks my heart..
I'll never the times we once shared and i'll always remember how much u once cared..Now it's over~It's time 2 move on....It's never easy 2 see u turning back!But i have 2 take the pain and cry all the way home coz i know it will never be the same..
I know when u leave,distance will keep us apart.But distance no matter how far,can't change these feelings in my heart..Just turn ur head when u see me,i will understand..:'(
1 day,i will be able 2 look u in the eyes without feeling the pain i've caused u..
I hope in time,u will be happy as u call my name once again...
HAPPINESS IS TOO FAR 4 US NOW~
but even if it's near,i know it will be hard 4 us 2 get there.........

Blur~

Xfhm ekh ku dlm relationship camtok???
Pdh kapel knk kapel camtok laen,tok bkn dh nma kapel dh....Aku tauk ku slh p ku tauk bha ya nang slh aku n aku dh cuba nk brbait ngan nya p apa respon dr nya??
Bla ku dh ambik palak dkpun bok nk gago sal aku?
Tension arh kapel camtok!!!Tok ka dr 1st kapel ku dpt???
Mok aku fhm nya jak p xpnh nk fhm aku...!Ckit2 aku juak d'slh lak..!Suma lar slh aku,xpnh x!!!
Knek lantak lar gk pa nk jd,dh xksah pun!!!Pning palak aku pk2 gk...
Kapel msj "aku kwu"???Ish!Skti lar!!Jaminan 1st kapel dr nya tok lar!Huh!